I've been scared of writing.

I'm not sure I'm doing it right, and if I am, does writing in general hurt more than it helps anyone including oneself?

Is my writing in particular so convoluted and complex, that it makes it a drag to write as well as read it, and it does no good to the soul.

Is there really a right way to right. I'm not so sure there is.

I want to write a book one day, may more than one. I don't know about what, I just know I want to write it, and perhaps it won't be like every other book out there. Perhaps it won't be one of those new yorks best sellers, or there won't be a fan club behind it. Maybe it won't be a book you gift with meaning, or get for your significant other. Not a book that is a self help, or a do it your-self of any kind. Maybe it would just a be a book to read, to open your mind, your heart, and your-self, to all the possibilities you never saw possible.